又帅又有车的,那是象棋.有钱又有房的,那是银行.有责任心又有正义感的,那是奥特曼 .又帅有车有钱有房又有责任心与正义感的,那是在银行里下象棋的奥特
sheesha ytd was fun again. seoul garden today was great, esp considering how we combed marina for steamboat a few weeks back, but to no avail. in both cases, company was great =)nice weekend, though truncated as i'm now returning to camp for duty tmr (a public holiday). i guess i'm getting numb to the unreasonable demands and decisions made in camp - after all i'm a 8-month soldier! haha.
i remembered when i was still a rafflesian and a rickoid, i used to check out those imo/siemens/etc winners, hoping to get some inspiration on what i can do with my life. now my life revolves around rotting away in the most efficient manner - and i'm in fact more than happy to waste whatever time i have. what a contrast, what a contrast.
shame on me. shame on you.
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boss A showed me an apple and asked me what that was. i went on to describe what an apple is like. then he laughed at me for calling a pear an apple and i couldn't help but laugh at myself. being self deprecating helps in self preservation.
boss B promised me that if i cut all the apple i don't have to bother with the oranges. but boss C still gave me oranges to cut. to make things easier for themselves, they just decided i had to cut apples and oranges. how thoughtful of them.
woke up at 1330 hrs (yes! maybe the sheesha made me really sleepy), then lunch, then double tuition, then bookin.
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I've been developing some thoughts on SAF's relationships with the government and PSC...
In other news, I've watched a few movies recently.
In camp, we watched The Orphanage the other day. A Spanish film with a complicated storyline and somewhat lacklustre pace, I was bored watching it at first. But as its pace picked up and emotions started stirring, I became quite engrossed in the movie and was kept in suspense as to what would eventually happen to the mother and son. I must say the ending, which made a nice closure to the storyline, was unexpected and rather heartwarming. But seriously, the best Spanish film of the year?! It was lacking in action and horror (for a supposedly horror film!), and I certainly wouldn't pay to watch it in a cinema - well, unless I'm with a gorgeous Spanish girl haha.
Next, to celebrate Jeremy Wee's ORD (i.e. disruption for NUS Med), we watched Transformers 2 : Revenge of the Fallen. Despite having grown up with robots and gadgets, I wasn't all too excited about this blockbuster - I thought I had outgrown my childish fantasies. But I must say I was totally blown away by the show. Ignore what the critics say - look, they have to criticise movies for a living - because this movie really deserved its plaudits. Michael Bay and Steven Spielberg's collaboration meant that the action scenes were stunningly good and really took away my breath at times; of course, it also helps to have Megan Fox keeping out attention on the screen. However, the storyline was somewhat
Also, the movie made me appreciate NS for the first time since I actually understood many of the miltiary stuff inside. In fact, it even piqued my interest in the army, albeit for the US army, not our men in green. Funny how a 2 hour show was more effective in promoting army to me than 6 months of brainwashing right? And oh, Princeton looked really gorgeous in the movie!
Armageddon
Ice Age 3
I love you man
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
P.s. I've officially ended my 1-month chalet stay at Mandai HIll Camp as a temporary OOC. Recce hell shall start now.
Dear Sec 4s,
suck thumb suck thumb suck thumb
Then again, I'm starting to feel disconnected, or even disillusioned, with many of the terms - rafflesian, nsf, teenager, etc - that i'm often associated with. More weirdness maybe?
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In other news, my company sergeant major (the commando recce monster with a perpetual black face) is quarantined for one whole freaking month?!?! omg i smell some freedom!
But I've just signed another extra for next Saturday for the stupidest and most trivial of reasons. I can safety conclude that SAF doesn't recognize basic aspects of human dignity and freedom. Nvm, army really taught me to fucking suck my thumb.
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Often, we see people voicing out their genuine complaints only to be met with boos of disapproval. And the short term result? People are afraid to speak up for fear of being labeled a troublemaker. Long term result? Singaporeans evolve into wimps who simply lack opinions or are too afraid to say them out. I am one of these wimps too.
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I think i'm missing something from my life. Something intellectual? Something spiritual? Something loving? Perhaps it's many things I'm missing after all. I think I have really underestimated the vacuum that leaving school has left in me.
The person kept screaming, but everyone thought he was a lunatic
Raised in my sheltered nest,
I'm shielded from the evil faces of reality.
Ignorant of the whims of Mother Nature
Which wield so much power over my destiny.
With tender care and immaculate attention
I groomed my finely-manicured feathers.
Hoping they would one day
Fly me high above the clouds.
I dreamed about new, exotic lands
Littered with the most exotic friuits.
I dreamed about the beautiful skies.
Sometimes crimson-red, sometimes navy-blue.
Then... suddenly
Abrupt as a flash of lightning,
I found myself stranded in a cage;
A jail now replaced my homely nest.
My wings were clipped,
Restricting my every movement.
In any case there was nowhere to manoeuvre,
For my wings were too bulky for my cage.
What's the point of growing such fine wings
When they only seemed a hindrance here?
Why possess such bold imagination
When i can barely see beyond this cell?
For one year ten months my captor said,
My life and being would henceforth be beholden to him.
Though a smart chap he appeared to be,
He had little control over his calloused fingers.
Silent protests and unseen tears tear me asunder;
Hapless, my neck reached to lick my wounded wings.
One by one, my feathers fell
Like wilted leaves in the autumn breeze.
to be continued...
I am increasingly led to believe that Natser* actually serves the purposes of indoc* and brawa*, rather than natdef*. Ever wondered why Sings* are so inane, robotic and so devoid of flair and imagination?
*Newspeak lingo, please refer to George Orwell's 1984
PSC being the bureaucracy that it is, the earlier you join the system, the better the prospects. But I think that science and engineering students aren't that good a fit for the PSC, since a lot of the things you learn won't be put into practice and research will also be closed to you. I think you'd be a better fit in a more academic environment.
On NS:
Army really deadens the mind, and I know a lot of bright people from my batch, ex-Olympians and all, who have been turned into walking zombies because of it. I think that service to your country is something that ought to be done, but you should be allowed to contribute in what you do best, and contribution shouldn't be one-size fits all. I've many talented friends serving out their NS right now, and I think it's a shame that the SAF can't find a better way to use past Olympiad and ISEF winners other than consigning them to repetitive and mundane chores, like clerical work. I mean, at least send them to DSTA or something. I think that the SAF has become too bureaucratic and too immune to change. For those who prefer intellectual work, either you're drafted into some course that beats the guts out of you until you're too tired to think, or you escape to some cushy post as a storeman/clerk, but your mind still gets dulled by repetition. Maybe one day we should do a study- give IQ tests to people before they enter army, and test them again after they leave. I'm sure the results would be fascinating, but in Singapore's academic environment, the study probably wouldn't even get off the ground.
W is a brilliant student who's one year my senior.
I feel like a bird whose wings are clipped. Do I wait for freedom in the wilderness one day, or do I volunteer myself to perform at the Bird Park? More on this another day...
From www.YaleDailyNews.com
Wen Yu Ho ’10 is a typical college student, at least by Yale standards.
He serves as the librarian for the Yale Symphony Orchestra. He is the president of Yale’s Malaysian and Singaporean Association. He plays piano in a student jazz group.
But unlike most juniors, Ho is 23 years old. Before enrolling at Yale, he served for over two years in the Singaporean military.
For Yalies like Ho, military service is not a consideration, but a necessary reality. Students from countries with programs of National Service, or mandatory military conscription, are often required to serve their homeland for one to two years. While deferral of this requirement is sometimes available to those who wish to pursue higher education, serving in the military still comes first for those living in nations like Singapore.
For Yale students from these countries, military experiences run the gamut from playing trombone in the band to dodging bullets in the training fields.
On the seventh anniversary of Sept. 11, 2001, presidential nominees Sen. John McCain and Sen. Barack Obama declared their plans to encourage national service amongst the younger generation. Despite the growing push for public service in the United States, international students who have served in their respective countries are living proof of the waning interest in government-mandated conscription across the globe.
Students Playing Soldiers in Singapore
Regardless of their academic pursuits, young men from Singapore must complete 24 months of service at age 18 before pursuing higher education. Despite the rigid system, four students from Singapore said conscription was understandably necessary in their nation.
“National Service is very important to a country like Singapore because we are very small,” said David Chan ’12, who served in the Singaporean army before freshman year. When asked if the system was unpopular in Singapore, Chan was anxious to avoid the question (typical of a RJC-bred PSC/President Scholar), lauding the system’s benefits instead.
“On one hand you defend your country, and on a higher level you feel a sense of belonging to something that you call your home,” he said. “It really bonds people from all walks of life.”
Three Singaporean students prefaced their later decries on the military system with similar patriotic sentiments. Among many specific reasons, these students cited misapplication of skills and time as a major cause of inefficiency (precisely! SAF epitomizes inefficiency with a capital "I").
Tse Yang Lim ’11 said he was sent to a rural area to help maintain stores for an armory company, as part of his service. Later, Lim said he discovered that the company was going out of business.
“For about 12 of the 16 months I was doing pretty much nothing, but I had to go in every day and sit there,” he said, laughing. “There wasn’t really anything I had to do.”(Yeah right, this is how you maximize the talent of someone who got 1st in International Bio Olympiad)
Lim was lucky to get off easy, he said, but he still wonders what he could have accomplished in those two years of his life. (spoken like a real man)
While he said the idea of serving one’s country is appealing, he questions the manner in which this idea is executed in Singapore.(ditto)
“The way they put people through it is for some people a considerable waste of time,” he said. “It’s not the most efficient way they could be contributing.”
Lim, like Ho, is a full two years older than most of his classmates at Yale.
“It makes it harder to connect to people in my year,” he said, adding, “there are better reasons to be older in university than by spending two years in the army.” (hoho why isn't anyone saying this in Singapore??)
But Ho said he optimistically considered this disconnect with his “less mature” classmates as a possible advantage. After all, Ho said, thinking back to his weekends in Bingham Hall, he avoided the “mistakes” which often led freshmen to Yale University Health Services.
While it took him longer to adjust to campus life, Ho said he has been able to connect with his classmates as well as with graduate students closer to him in age.
Ho, who studies music and aspires to be an orchestral conductor in the future, said he underwent basic military training and then auditioned for the military band for the remainder of his service.
Tian Hui Ng MUS ’10 also had an atypical experience completing his Singaporean National Service requirement. Ng was accepted into the competitive Music and Drama company of the military, which produced performance art for visiting militaries, government officials and other military functions.
As a musician who has continued with his studies, Ng said the two years were a valuable addition to his education. But for those artists not fortunate enough to be granted the same opportunity, Ng said national service could be devastating. (what about scientists? what about writers? this is not a problem that's endemic to the musicians)
“I know many professional musicians for whom National Service meant the end of their careers,” Ng said. “To go from practicing something six hours a day to not practicing at all … that’s scary.”
For this reason, Ng said, National Service is a drain on the artistic talent of his country. (hah!)
‘Waste of Time’ in Germany and Greece
Thomas Koenig ’10, a student from Germany, described the military requirement in Germany — which demands a nine-month tour of military service — as easily avoidable.
“The smart people in Germany find a way around it,” said Koenig, who reported chronic migraines during his fitness examination. (how do you say chaokeng in german? :P)
He described the program in Germany as “a waste of time” and pointed out that the brief conscription period rarely contributes anything significant to military operations. Only German volunteers, after all, were sent into combat in Afghanistan.
In the post-Cold War demilitarization, the need for conscripts in Germany has lessened. Standards for medical fitness have increased, allowing the military to be more selective in choosing conscripts. Exemptions are given for many reasons; medical ones such as Koenig’s are the most common. In 2005, over 36 percent of candidates were given medical exemptions.(wtf?!?!)
The military program, in general, has been a point of political debate and its usefulness is often questioned. (haha there's no such debate in Singapore. garmen say, people do. "4 legs good, 2 legs bad!")
Koenig said his views against the military requirement are common among his friends in Germany. It is an antiquated institution that should be left behind, he asserted.
Yale students from Greece also saw at National Service as a remnant from the past.
Aryestis Vlahakis ’09 said he has noticed a change in the role of national service in the life of Greek men since his father’s generation.
“People didn’t travel as much. A lot of Greek students didn’t go to university. [National service] was the first time they were away from home,” he said. “You kind of became a man in the army.”
Likewise, Ioannis Legmpelos ’12, agreed that back in his father’s generation, military duty was not debatable.
“[My father] never thought it was a waste of time because he learned a lot,” he said.
While Legmpelos said he finds the year of mandatory service “useless,” he said his father’s 2 1/2 year experience allowed more time for benefits to emerge. His father, he said, made lifelong friends, learned discipline and acquired skills. But having already met his wife before reporting for duty, Legmpelos said his father found the two years stationed on a remote Greek island difficult. So difficult, in fact, that he said his father never plans to return to the island.
“It’s a good thing there are many islands in Greece,” Legmpelos said with a laugh.
Both he and Vlahakis said they see a national shift away from this trend of automatic acceptance in their fathers’ generation.
“Nowadays its kind of a drag. People think it’s a big waste of time,” Vlahakis said.
In contrast with Koenig’s outlook of conscription in Germany, Vlahakis said most people in Greece participate in the program since finding a job is extremely difficult without the military experience. The public sector provides a substantial amount of jobs, he said, and the government requires proof that service has been completed.
Both students said they were granted an educational deferral for Yale. For as long as they can prove that they are studying, the exemption will hold.
But Vlahakis and Legmpelos said they plan on completing their service shortly after graduation.
In America
Kenneth Harbaugh LAW ‘08 teaches a seminar on citizenship at Yale. Although Harbaugh emphasized that the United States will never seriously consider implementing a military service like those mandated in these countries, he said both presidential candidates stress increasing military service amongst the nation’s youth. Harbaugh said the youth today are readily inspired to serve the community, but the lack of institutional support make joining the military a remote concept.
“We need to make it easier for those who want to serve to be able to,” Harbaugh, who is also the Executive Director for the Center for Citizen Leadership, said.
He said he also hopes the University will give the military a greater presence on campus without “making moral sacrifices” regarding its stand on “don’t ask, don’t tell,” the current policy on gays in the military.
Harbaugh said he finds the controversial policy, which allows gays to serve in the military as long as they do not acknowledge their sexual orientation, regrettable.
“But it’s not the fault of students who want to go into the military and we shouldn’t punish them for it,” he said.
McCain, well-known for his military credentials, has announced that national service is ready to experience a reemergence in the United States.
In an interview about national service on CNN, McCain said, “I think the American people are ready to rally behind a new page to be turned in America’s history.”
But the tales from international students are telling. Mandated conscription is, at best, according to them, a relic of past generations. (clap clap clap)
As cliche as this might sound, NS changed my perspectives in many ways. I will talk more about this another day.
P.s. I am now undecided whether I should go to Yale (after all that debacle) or study medicine locally... zzz. Hope postings next week will be good!
in other news, i am planning to buy an ipod touch! yay-ness!
bishan bubble...






